(((: this made me smile.

believe in the dream. we can and we will.

a friend trying to mend a cracked egg :p

i'm worried for my ex-maid in hongkong ):

oh dear me. this is incredibly depressing. macaulay culkin is THIRTY! THIRTYYYYY. we are old. dear me.

hai. kim hyun joong & ju won are too hot, too adorable, and too smexy :D muahaha.

arghh ): i miss cny. i wish cny was NOWWWWWWWWWW!

oh i am so terribly happy that your blog is open again :D well actually its been open for awhile now, but i haven't checked it in awhile. to have your words before my eyes to slowly read through, giggle to myself, and smile stupidly at my laptop makes for a better time than me reminiscing about our insane conversations and then giggling to myself randomly like a stupid fool :p though nothing beats having time with you. love you! (i hope you know who you are -.- )

with all that happened in manila last night, i hope there isn't any backlash against filipinos. yes the way the manila police handled it was way bad, but this in no way should be taken out against the many filipino domestic workers in hong kong ):

uh oh. i've been back for exactly 2 weeks and my wanderlust is revving up again 0_o hahaha. bad bad bad.

well anyway, next up on my lists are south korea, japan (again i know :p but i want to go snowboarding in winter) and mongolia. i'm dreaming of kimchi, kalbi, ft island, jo kwon, nabe, shibuya maruku, hokkaido seafood, open plains, nomads, grass fields to run through and absolute freedom :D

ughs. the commentators for the yog gymnastics are shite. either he is australian and is blindly patriotic or he really must not know trampoline. how can e aus tramper who was flying left right up down the tramp, having to do a back-somer going forward to avoid e mat and a front somer going backwards again to avoid e mat be good. bloody hell useless. everyone is 'squarely in the top tier'

ooh the ginger haired british tramper has lovely blue eyes (((: mms. russia needs to produce better trampers damnit. this whole domination by china is getting really boring -.- but i must say i'm pretty impressed with e belarussian trampers :D

sake in plastic bottles going to be drunk on orchard rd. classy indeed :p we are delinquents, yes we are :D hahaha

i'm deathly afraid of settling. to just accept that things are meant to be this way. to accept second, third or fourth best. to one day say something like 'it is just too hard', and give up. no that isn't how i wish to live my life. i refuse to settle. i refuse to take what i think is anything less than what i want. that is how i want to live, and how i want to love. nothing more, nothing less. i don't need the best job in the world or the best paying one, i just want that specific one. and i don't need the richest or smartest or best looking or most eligible guy in the world, i just want that one who is right for me. that makes me feel deep in my gut that this is right. who loves me wholeheartedly, and i love wholeheartedly. it doesn't really matter whether we end up having a life together, get married or whatever, as long as i have met this person in my life, spend an amount of time with him. i think i can die a happy person. honestly.

i think my wanderlust cannot be quelled. even after living out of my suitcase for more than 2 months, it's only been one and a half weeks since i've been back from traveling and already i'm itching to go traveling again.

shit, if only i could find a job that allows me to live the life of a vagabond.

watching the 15 year old girls going through the qualifying rounds in the yog, i can't help thinking about the chinese gymnasts who were found to be younger than 16 at the past olympics. esp the one in 2000 who was 14 0_o some of the 15 year olds in the yog are shite, and a 14 year old went and won gold in the olympics. bloody hell.

mms, with the exception of the chinese, romanian, russian, japanese & suprisingly australian girls. the rest aren't much to watch -.- mms, pity only one girl per country was allowed. i'd be super super happy just watching china, romania, russia & usa fight it out in a team event. bleah. stupid usa for refusing to send an american gymnast -.-

-bounces- i'm excited to be watching gym again (((: i'm super excited about e 2012 olympics. i'm so going to watch e gymnastics! eeks.

omg my brains are liquidizing and are slowly oozing out drop by drop out of my ears and splattering onto the keyboard of my laptop.

i am fucking BOREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD -.-

i thought intro to e legal system in lse was horrific, this is beyond my worst nightmare. the professor is literally going back hundred years into singapore history and telling us about malay chiefs, william farquhar, and goodness knows who. omg. kill me now.

this is always how its going to be isn't it? it probably doesn't even occur to you i'm withdrawing from all of it.



i don't recognise this city anymore. everything's changed so quickly, so rapidly. rgs is moving, and soon it'll be gone. soon there's going to be nothing there, as though our wonderful years there never existed. and as we all move on with our lives, it is the few people who still ask me to come home, who want to be with me that keeps me here. they keep me from going insane in this place. they give me the air i feel i lack sometimes. i feel like a stranger in my own country.

you feel like a stranger to me now. and it hurts.

off to hong kong i goooooooo (:

sorry cass i can't carry your love back. too heavy :p

screw outing the friday after nat day?